well..the first day of school.

AT BREAK TIME I JUST WANTED TO BREAKDOWN AND CRY.    

I didnt know where to go, I didnt know what to do, I felt so lonely. Well, obviously i was all alone. but you get what i mean. so anyways, the school is very complicated. lots of stairs. i dont know where the rooms are. i always have to foloow someone or ask someone. my form tutor's nice. the people in my form are really friendly and nice. but i sit on on my own right at the front.

anyways at breaktime, a teacher saw me walking around so she told me where to go. we have to stay in for break and lunch. and this girl came up to me. she's really nice. she's from the philippines also. i kinda ate lunch with her and her friends. there's also these 2 other girls from the philippines. they're nice too. and there's loads of people that are really friendly and nice. but i cant remember their names OR faces yet. but hey, its my first day only! so tomorrow i go to school again. i honestly dont want to. but hey what can i do. i have to.

HONESTLY, I HAVE TO IMPROVE MY PEOPLE SKILLS. 

and it is sooo EASY to get lost there. they didnt even give me a map or anything like that. they didnt even show me around the school. they just gave me a timetable and the room numbers/letters. whatever. but they dont really help coz i dont know where they are.

hopefully i'll get used to it. i have to. i have 2 years more left. sigh...i hope to make friends.

I DONT WANT TO GO TOMORROW. WISH ME LUCK.